gealtacht: 3 hours ago my consultant told them to put me on a morphine pump and no one has fucking done it. The pain is so bad I’m crying and shaking. They could have done it hours ago, but no, they have fucking left me in pain. feel better!!!!:( is anyone with you ? if so, have them talk to the docs..? oh god i hope you feel betterrr :((
King of Sassgard.: neurology today. →
creativeillness: ukuzihs: creativeillness: …is bullshit. all doctors are apparently. my neurologist had a weird poster in his office, cant explain it… and he said he didnt see my avm in the records.. and he only looked at one report… What. :I Isn’t it all of our dreams-… yeah i understand… yeah i just don’t like my neurologist anyway…. kinda on the social...
i wish life had a user friendly interface.
Apparently I keep saying “You can’t protect me” in my sleep?
ukuzihs: creativeillness: …is bullshit. all doctors are apparently. my neurologist had a weird poster in his office, cant explain it… and he said he didnt see my avm in the records.. and he only looked at one report… What. :I Isn’t it all of our dreams- for things like AVMs to just DISAPPEAR. T_T You need to bring him scans, not reports. He’s a neurologist. He should be reading BRAIN...
gealtacht asked: Good luck with surgery, the stuff they can do for AVMs is amazing xxxx
…is bullshit. all doctors are apparently. my neurologist had a weird poster in his office, cant explain it… and he said he didnt see my avm in the records.. and he only looked at one report…
4 hours later- july 3,2012-6:50 am
just woke up. getting ready to go to neurologist’s office. i feel jittery from excessive caffeine intake last night- damn you, Pepsi! feeling okay otherwise.
neurology appt in the morning. im simply overjoyed.
Reblog this if you hate your appearance, have self...
all of the above…
davidmhur asked: Awesome blog. God Bless.
does someone want to talk? /:
went to the doc today
apparently everything is normal, except… i may need brainsurgery. apparently the docs are worried about my AVM… it stands for arteriovascular malformation, and i don’t know much about them… i guess theyre worried it could rupture. i could die or have permanent brain damage without the surgery. so yeah. i walked with my fiance today and kissed him and held hands...
Autism Speaks is a group of neurotypical people who started a foundation about Autism and trying to find a cure. that’s like if a group of white people started a group called “Asians Speak” about Asian people and trying to find a cure. Whut.
my username on it : bridgete2010
people used to stop me from flapping my hands. today i sat down on the couch,...
Awkward in a Pia shell: actuallyautistic:... →
actuallyautistic: nobody-nowhere: I wonder what would happen if disabled people went around referring to ourselves as inspiring, and talking about ourselves the way non-disabled people talk about us…? “Hey, hey you. I’m autistic. Fucking look at me; I’m sitting at a computer typing… I can eat with a fork. WITHOUT HELP!!! MOTHERFUCKERS, get INSPIREDDD
god im getting so fat. i worry something could be wrong with me - im so lethargic :( plus i sleep constantly -.- i eat a little bit more, but i shouldn’t be ballooning like this!!! and i can barely eat with the heartburn, and i throw up occasionally when i get too full… erf. gastrointestinal bullshit? i dunno. oh well.
when texting someone, the typing part isn’t particularly difficult… but creating and maintaining the conversation is.
liveloveandmath: wandersaway: ...
g00dbyestereo: I’m sick of being fat i feel the same way =[ i’m in the overweight range, I’m trying to lose weight before I get into the obesity range =/
Life, Love, and Math: just another thursday night... →
liveloveandmath: hello internet you should probably just scroll down and read away from this and i will probably just delete it when i am more coherent it is 4AM and i am having a panic attack and/or autism fit i am rocking back and forth and my hands [when not typing] are flapping so hard i’m worried i’m going… are you ok? =[
So Your Boyfriend is an Aspie: A genuine question →
soyourboyfriendisanaspie: Having read another article online about how kids aren’t getting vaccinated because their parents believe it’ll cause autism, I got angry, then sad, then confused. Ignoring the fact that this makes no sense, even if this was the case in some alternate universe, would these people really rather… I agree with this post. I think most parents nowadays are dumb as...
I've been feeling particularly nostalgic.
…. I really want to be thirteen years old again. clueless, depressed, yet hopeful. I can’t smell, it’s one of my quirks. I can breathe perfectly, but my brain doesn’t register scents. However, somedays when I breathe, I feel like I’m reminded of times in my life. Today I feel I’m thirteen again. I played some songs I used to listen to. I feel good. Depression...
FIXED A FAN WITH SCOTCH TAPE. TOM + ME = WE’RE BOSSES.
tumblrbot asked: ROBOTS OR DINOSAURS?
i'm not proud.
i’m not proud to be used not proud to be me caged like a bird, wings clipped, with brainfreeze. i’d be proud to be you because who wouldn’t be? but i’m lacking the words to express “i’m not free” I can think if i want to, and frankly I don’t even care it’s a pain to be different, i’m the germs in the air. It might make you quiet,...
my hair is starting to dread after two days of not brushing it … scary.
was a good day. mom got a gift in the mail (a KINDLE!!!) tom + me are doing good (: and dbt was good! interesting, informative, made some friends! also - scheduled MRI today. let’s check out my brain- shall we, doc?