creative illness.
went to the doc today

apparently everything is normal, except…

i may need brainsurgery.

apparently the docs are worried about my AVM… it stands for arteriovascular malformation, and i don’t know much about them…

i guess theyre worried it could rupture. i could die or have permanent brain damage without the surgery.

so yeah.

i walked with my fiance today and kissed him and held hands . i love him so much. thank God he’s here for me. i love him so.